Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Growing up, I was taught Femininity was being Sexy. So I dressed the part. I never felt authentic, but I looked sexy. Lately, I have been pondering how to invoke my womanly traits without being sexy. It is not an easy task. I am determined to cure myself of the feelings of excitement that get when I am dressing sexy and getting attention for it.
So today, as I got dressed, I covered up! I will look pretty for my own sake. Feel good about myself and see what that invokes. I will open my heart and let love shine through that instead of sexy shining through my cleavage!
Monday, October 17, 2011
My life is sort of a day to day struggle to figure out who I am. I look around and it seems that many of the ladies my age know who they are and what they want. I feel like my life has been a Journey of Self Discovery. I wasn't really sure that was even what it was called until the other day. My sister was telling me about a movie and that was the base of the movie. It was at that moment I realized that was my life, oh and yeah her life too. We were on a mission of Discovery. My Sister and I spend much of our time discovering. Discovering and in turn making the lives of ourselves and our children better.
I wonder, is it this way for everyone? If so, why do they not talk about it or admit it? Is it just another thing that has been brushed under the rug? Or maybe I spend to much of my time Discovering? I don't have the answer just yet. But I can tell you that I prefer Discovering!
So that is what I will blog about....Self Discovery......the highs and low, the ins and outs, the good and bad, and the ups and downs.
RAW. REAL. DISCOVERY.
I will share what I discover. I hope to inspire others to pick up the rug and clean underneath it. Clear out the junk and feel the freedom.